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2007-11-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm giving up blogspot. find me @ http://www.wretch.cc/blog/rrtan87

this blog is closed.

2007-11-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

i guess it has been ages since i wrote the last entry. so many things happen but dunno start from where..

i start to fall sick on tues. i drag myself to work. den the stupid warehouse people, pass me the GRNs when i'm about to off work. i pop some medicine on tue night and slept rather early. i did told sara that i might not come down for work on wed. i'll drop her a msg. den on wed, actually i felt abit better. but end up i decided to stay at home and rest.

so on wed, i woke up at 6am to msg sara. den i went back to slp. i woke up at 10plus and cook myself some breakfast. i'm jus damm lazy to walk down lah. hahs. den i went back to slp at ard 12plus. and i woke up at 4plus in the afternoon. so practically on wed, i'm jus slping.

den today i went back to work. there's hell alot of things waiting for me to be done lah! hais. and i couldnt finish. so upset. i hate to leave work undone. and tml we are working til 1pm. hopefully i can finish everything.

ohya. sara told me some news. i didnt know being away for one day can happen so much things. thought nothing is confirm. but. i might not be able to stay in this company for long. so now it depends on the boss lah. i must clarify, its not that they are unsatisfy with my job performance. just that. dunno wad they doing aso.

i really miss my previous company. the one in anson road. the people there are so nice. =( its not that there isnt nice people here. but. the current company has TOO much office politics. so much that i'm suffocating. the previous one, i can really feel that its like a big family. but not here. i've got no problems with my current boss, but its the surrounding people. and the aura in the current office isnt good. i felt so trapped. and i actually fall sick. i dunno how to say, but the aura isnt good.

after sara told me the 'news', i've been thinking alot. should i jus go into karen's office and tell her i will leave after my contract ends? or should i wait and see what the boss say? hais. i feel a little better after typing out my 'sorrows'. hahs!

share something happy..
tml i end work at 1pm cos my company having d&d. and i'm not going. so me and my sis intend to go kbox. aww.. i havent been to kbox since i came back frm US.. so looking forward can. hahs! den next friday i might be gg out with raymond for prata dinner!! but its all depends on him lah. blah! >P if he last min cannot book out means its cancel loh. its always like that. i'm so not happy abt it. >P hahs! just kidding!! anyways, i'm stil looking forward to it though. hahs!

off to my shows~

2007-11-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

please don't make me hate going home again.

2007-11-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

i wanna share something! on sat, i went to this supermarket at gelita. den i saw this drink.

one bottle of this drink cost 9.45 sing dollars. its damm expensive lah. and guess what. when i was in US, San Francisco i got this bottle of drink FREE. they are giving them out on the streets. we don't just get one pathetic small cup of it. we got the WHOLE bottle. lols. but its doesn taste good. so we actually threw away the whole bottle after one sip. ok. i know. its sinful. hahs! my sis is so envy lah. but seriously speaking. i wouldn spend that much to buy a drink from supermarket. i think its the place we are buying from. i'm more willing to pay that price if i'm getting it from a restuarant.

2007-11-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

i slept ard 2plus 3 last night. and today i was waken up by my mummy at 12pm. lols. i could have slept longer if she nv wake me up. anyway! we head off to harbour front. mummy need to get the tickets for ferry to balai. tis time round i'm not going. so me and my sister is gg to create havoc at home on sat and sun. lols! so me and mummy got off at vivo for lunch. we went e hong kong cafe. stil as yummy as everr. den we walk over to harbour front to get the ferry tickets.

oh! i've got a haircut today! i've got the urge to do so since ytd. lols. i couldnt resist so i did it today. lols. the saloon is pretty crowded. anyway i cut my hair short. but not really short short. lols. the current haircut reminds me of my secondary school days. lols. but! the one i had now is stil longer as compared to the one i had when i was in sec sch. hahs!

that's pretty much how i spend my holiday. tsk tsk. i should have spend it in a better way. hahs. but its public holiday! its people everywhere. i hate crowds. >P

i pretty much know abt my studies plans. well. degree course will start next yr sept. hopefully this time round there's no hiccups. in the mean time, i will be taking some short courses. at least 2 course. besides these, i might take some language class. hahs! i suddenly got the interest in it. so all these will keep me busy til next yr sept. hahs! i'm gg down the school one of these days to enquire. and if nothing goes wrong, i will start one of the classes in Jan.

2007-11-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

tml is public holiday! no work!! yeahh!! hahs! anyway, HAPPY DEEPAVALI! lols.

working is pretty ok. as compare, its pretty slack. cos. if big boss nv sign the papers, den i've got nothing to do. if he did, den the whole morning i will be damm busy lah! usually i couldn't finish before lunch. i can only complete the papers after lunch. but! if i complete e papers, den i've got nothing to do again. lols.

today Sara(my direct boss) is not ard. so i get to send out emails. do the job on her behalf. actually quite cool lah. lols. but i damm scare lah. so scare i will do wrong. *cross fingers* den today my another boss, Karen, asked me to go write letter. letter of rejection of quotation. i so stun loh. i spend 1/2 hr to complete the letters. i went internet to find sample letters. hahs! den edit abit here and there.

after finishing the letters, i've got nothing to do again. lols. i went over to purchasing department to see if they need help. they don't and they ask me to sit ard. -_-''' den steven ( sara's boss) give me some p/o once in awhile. the rest of the time, either i go toilet, pantry or surf net. hahs!

hopefully by friday e big boss sign all the papers. cos sara wun come back til monday. and on fri, steven is gg on course in the morning. means i'm e only one in the department. lols. steven actually didn wan to go for the course cos sara not ard. den karen told him i'm ard so it shouldn be a problem. lols. such a huge responsibility uh.

oh! i've got a crush on a guy! hahaa!!! he's the accountant for my department. he's not those typical handsome kind of guy. but there's something in him that attracts me. lols! when he talk to me i will 'xiao lu ruan zhuang'. lols! i think i got a thing for older guys. i think he's at least 10 to 15yrs older den me. lolss!! crazy me.

2007-10-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

decided to do some writing while loading my shows. hahs!

the next day i came back from china, i went dim sum with mummy and sis. omg. its stil as nice as everr!! shall go for it some other day again. but i can only do it during the weekends. which means it will cost more. hais.

on sun, i'm slacking at home. its my last official day of slacking. after that, i'll be into the working world. lols. actually i cant remb what i did on sun. i think its just slacking around. lols. i wun get the chance to do so anymore!

i started working on monday. i'm working in a US company. they have office in US, Texas and Thailand. i guess they have more office somewhere. but i'm not too sure yet. anyway. i'm working in Tuas, 8am to 5pm. the best thing is, they have company bus to pick me up at redhill. lols. this save me some bus fare! cos i'm really broke now. lols.

work is pretty good. i'm getting busier each day. cos i've got 2 boss. my direct boss is an indian lady. she's really nice. =) BUT. hahs. on my first day, imagine i've seen their office politics. so i guess i better keep my mouth shut and do my work. lols.

my office is under renovation. hopefully by next mon we can move in to the new office. ohya. my department is Logisitic. and i'm helping out Purchasing. so my boss is the logistic manager and purchasing assistant. i THINK i get to get my own table!! how exciting! hahs. cos right now, i've got a pc to myself. with my own login and they create an email for me. for wad? beats me.

today i didnt pay for my lunch! hahs. we went out for lunch together. i think its the whole logistic department. there are 12 of us. i think the company pay for it. its only the 3rd day and i felt so no life. lols. people! date me out!! tml is thurs and soon its weekends!! wooHoOooo!!

i might go hong kong next year..
i might go beijing next year..
i might go london next year...
how exciting. i will want to go london though. isnt it cool?? i'm going to save up for trips! ohya! how could i forget about my genting trips?? its a MUST!! and batam. hahs!

there are changes in my studies plan. but i will definitely get a degree. everything is stil under planning. =)

2007-10-30T20:55:00.001+08:00

Updatess!!

finally. it took me 3days to transferred all the photos from my hp to my lappy. in total, i took 1178 photos in 8days. hahs! i love taking photos. it's jus that in the past, i don't have the chance to. anyway. here comes my photoss!! i decided to use picasa to collage some of my photos. its impossible for me to upload each and every of the photos. i'll die doing that. lols.

engravings in the glass. isnt it nice?

i guess its some buddha sayings. not too sure what is it. but they seem nice to me.

they each got a name. and its really long.

wonders of stones.

places i've been to.

sceneries.

many many me.

mummy, singapore aunties and china relatives.

the "look-alike" cousin.

trip to china is pretty good. had alot of FIRST TIME over there. hahs. i'm tired. its so tiring to upload the pictures. shall stop here.

off to shows~

2007-10-27T02:48:00.000+08:00

i'm back from my trip!! i took thousand over photos from my 8day trip to china. shall update more about my trip when i've transferred the photos to my lappy!

2007-10-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

some shows review..
同事三分亲
i quite like the story line. hahs. at first i think they only wan to film 130eps. but now i got to know there's 240eps. lols. omg. how long more do i have 'run' after this series?! lols.

森之爱情
this is good too! every eps is one new story. as what it mention in title, its all love stories. pretty nice too!

本草药王
i might not wan to watch this anymore. kinda bored of it le. many factors. its a rather old show. its takes VERY long to load e show as compare to others. i dun really fancy the actors/actress.

i'm currently watching all the taiwan idol drama broadcasting in taiwan now. and out of all, i love 美味关系 the most. hahs! 侯佩岑 is so pretty lah! didnt realise she is pretty to that extend until i watch this show. i'm kind of falling in love with her. hahs!! and get to see the different kind of zaizai. i dun fancy zaizai in the first place. but this show does change my opinion of him.

公主小妹 is a bit far-fetched. so not realistic. 樱野三加一 is a very typical idol drama produced by Sanlih. 恶女阿楚 also kind of far-fetched.

爱情两好三坏, there isnt much advertisement on it. maybe cos i didn watch as much variety shows as i used to? BUT. hahs. dunno leh. this show aso so Sanlih. lols. cos got 孙协志 and 小乔. actually, as long as got 5566, 7flower, 183club, i will feel its so Sanlih. lols.

i think i'm not going to bring my lappy to china. shall leave it at home to rest. hopefully it will stil work when i get back from china.

ohya! i found myself a temp job. this means i got more time to do something and less time to do nothing. lols! might get myself a part time job during the weekends. not as if i've got a boyfriend to accompany. hahs!! i've got a job in mind. but. i need to get used to my that temp job before i start on anything else. =D

yeaAaa!! i'm back in track. =D happy holidays to ME!!

2007-10-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

some unforesee circumstances happen, and makes me ALMOST lose confidence in my current belief. what i can say, i'm glad that i'm not alone facing all these. =)

i decided to add the episodes that i've watched until to the "series i'm watcing currently". hahs. so lame of me. but i always forget which eps i've watched till. THUS. this is a good way to keep track. lols. MAYBE i'll do a revamp to my blog. lols. maybe. jus maybe. as if i've got the time. hahs!

aww. its thurs. midnight. hahs! i'm leaving. sob sob. SOON. hahs. i'm ALMOST done with my packing. waiting for e laundry. there's actually nothing much to pack. >P its only a one week trip. lols. i wonder when is the next time i'll go for holiday. who will i go with and where will i go?? some places i'll definitely go.. before next yr june. hahs! genting, batam. lols. seafood! omg. i wan to go hong kong..

i shall watch some shows before heading to bed. i cant stand up late. i've got things to do tml =( hais.

2007-10-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

ytd met up with raymond for.. dinner/supper. hahs! we went clementi for botak jones. its really pretty nice. and guess wad. their teh-ping is superb too!! lols. so much better den my hse one. under his reccomandation, i went to sign up for facebook. i heard about this website before. i jus thought its another 'friendster'. when i was navigating around. i was like. wow. hahs. i think this will keep me busy til i leave for china. and when i'm back, i might abandon my account. lols! cos i know i will be too busy for it.

well. nothing significant happen. BORING! pretty much, slacking around. hahs! off to shows.

2007-10-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

yupp. that's how i feels now. arghh! i'm rotting at homee!! help!!

met up with kelly on friday for lunch. though the session is short, but we manage to chat quite a lot. =) shall ask eunice out the next time round!! was supposed to go out for dinner with someone else. but it wasn't confirm. so i ended up going home. hahs!

kelly & I @ Coffeebean

today i slept till like 1pm. and i didnt woke up naturally. my neighbours were making too much noise. and it woke me up and i couldnt go back to sleep. and i slept like 4am. cos i couldnt sleep. i dun feel sleepy at all.

anyway. today i had crystal jade for dinner. with mummy at toa payoh. finally. i got to eat crystal jade. hahs! but was rather disappointed with the food though. it wasnt as nice as i thought. so upset lah. now. i like no interest in food anymore. not as much as i used to be. hahs! and i bought 2 tops. lols. i should stop spending money when i wasnt earning any now. lols. aww. i stil haven got the chance to eat my dim sum. soon. i guess. lols.

"Everyone needs and deserves love and happiness. Let's not wait until we're perfect to go out and find it" Pat A.Mitchell

2007-10-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

yipeEe!! i'm called down for interview on mon!! my position is HR assistant. praying real hard that i will get this job. though pay isnt high, but at least they are willing to interview someone w/o HR experience. its a temp job for at least 3 months. and the best part is they know i can only start work after 26oct. i'm all excited now!!

i manage to get the interview through agent. this time round my agent is a guy. hahs! i'm not being sexist or what. but seldom see guy do this kinda of job. and his name remind me of a poly classmate. hahs! and he is soOoo polite lah.

omg. wish me all the best for my interview!! =)
*crossing fingers and praying real hard*

2007-10-11T15:50:00.000+08:00

argh! so pissed off!!! there is this particular airline from china. omg. i called their head office and ask some qns. they REFUSE to ans my qns!! they either tell me go ask my agent or tell me they dunno. wtf! if they dunno what are they there for??? seriously.. ARGH! i'm NOT going to take that particular airline anymore! over my dead body! pray hard the rest of my life i dun need to take that airline. their customer service so horrible. and i'm sure their staff isn't local. >P

i'm slacking at home for the past few days. i felt so sinful. hahs! and i've yet start packing in my things. lols! that's how lazy i am. and i haven start packing my things for china! hahs! i intend to pack the day before. lols.

tml more meetup sessions!! finally, a time for us to sit down and do some catching up. omg. i cant wait for it to come!!

can't believe i'm flying off next fri. that's. so fast huhh.. lols. and when i'm back, i'll start a whole new life!

i've send out quite a few resumes. and i've recieved a number of phone calls. but because i couldn't start work immediately, that's why they couldn't confirm me. hopefully when i'm back i can start work asap.

2007-10-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

below are some entries which i gave a long/serious thought before i decide to post.

4 Sept 2007 9:58pm
i feeling all bad now. i'm having a terrible headache since morning. but no one cares. the little concern that i long for. it will never happen. i can predict the reaction i will get. a can't-be-bothered face. why will i want to say if i know what will happen?

how long will it takes for you to realise i'm not there anymore? 1hr? 2hr? or until when you are leaving? i wouldn't dare to think of the answer. i know the answer will disappoint me.

i seriously don't know what i did that makes you treat me this way. i send you an email long ago. did you ever reply me? no. i'm already took the iniaitive to send you an email. but have you ever bothered? i guess not. its only when you feel like it, then i will get a small response from you. when i expect an answer from you, i got nothing in the end.

the past 3 months here, the only time you talk to me is when we first got here and when you need my help at marini's. the rest of the time, you treat me as invisible. i don't think i'm at any fault and why i'm treated this way? if you are any tom, dick or harry, i wouldn't felt so bad. its just because you are my friend. my best friend. if you don't want me to be around, i could just leave. tell me in my face. you don't need me anymore. and i'll leave. i don't want to be treated this way. i'm telling you, its not living habits. its the attitude. its all the little little actions that shows how you are treating me. and i feel i don't deserve this.

a little phrase "Are you ok?" lets me know you care. there many many times i don't feel ok. i felt really really down. i really really hope i could share it with you. just like what i always did when we are in singapore. all i need is a listening ear. and a little reactions to show you are listening. but you're never there for be. you're no longer there for me. i had to go through a lot of difficult moments by myself. you are just so near yet so far.

5 Sept 2007 7:43am
finally. you are letting all out. after 8years of friendship and 3months in US, i'm just a bitch. thanks. for letting me know, behind my back. i'm really sorry to have you suffered. but i believe there is no next time. you didn't hear my snoring because i wasn't asleep. now i know how it feels to get backstab. i guess i learn it the hard way. really hard.

these are all my inner thoughts, which i feel i should let it known. i'm thankful that i'm a person who is willing to face it up. however, there's no way one hand can make a clap. i'm not here to pick up blog fight or whatsoever. just. let this entry marks the end. and i'll be happily moving on to my next stage of life. =)

i do still feel hurt when i look back. but that's part and parcel of life. isn't it? =)

2007-10-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

more meetups! later i'm meeting huishan! one of my best buddy in poly. omg! cant wait to see her!!! i stil haven meet up with metro peeps. they are so so busy. =( jy and deren in army. yuki having training as cabin crew. alex busy with his studies. hais. so difficult to gather everyone. will be meeting up raymond one of these days. den actually was asking qili and gang out for kbox. but he's like so busy. hais.

ytd is relatives meetup. went tiong market to meet my big aunty. had breakfast there. chee chong fun. yum yum! den afternoon went over my fourth aunty place. and met up with other aunties. i had long john for my dinner!! LONG JOHN!! is stil as nice as ever. but now i realise i no longer go crazy as i used to be. hahs!

mummy was saying i've changed a lot. have i? i guess 4months out makes me grow up a lot. and i know i will treasure my family even more. =)

omg. i cant stand my nails. argh! MAYBE i'll redo it. somewhere cheap. hais. oh. maybe i'll do some changes to my blog. maybe. maybe. maybe.

2007-10-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

my life is more or less settle. i've register for my degree course. i'll be starting school late nov. provided i receieve the confirmation letter by early nov. anyway, i don't see why i couldn't get in. unless it's really popular. hahs. this means i gotta prepare myself for school life. omg. i'm not sure how i'm going to handle. argh!

the register process is rather fast. so i head down to bugis. again. hahs! i'm determine to get a new phone. was walking to and fro m1 and singtel. m1 got the s500i that i wanted. singtel got the promo. end up. hais. i didnt manage to get my 'dream' phone. i signed up singtel. sony ericsson w660i. m1 didnt have s500i in black. and plus some other things, hence i didnt signed up m1. this means i've changed my hp no. too! the number i chose is pretty nice. =)

that's how i spend my afternoon. and now i'm back home. argh. i'm getting pretty bored. staying at home. omg. not too sure how i'm going to spend my days before i head to china. AND. i've yet start to pack my things in. they are stil laying around. hahs!

2007-10-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

today i met up with my les partners. omg. i finally got to see them. we are meeting at 6pm for dinner. my initial plan was to go down psb academy to check take a look. den find somewhere to do medicure. den check out phones at bugis. den meet them for dinner.

but i felt so sleepy in late morning that i fell asleep. i slept till like 2plus. and i left home ard 3 plus. so i decided to check out the school tml instead. hahs. wanted to find eunice at her shop. but she isn't there. so i walk ard her shop level. trying to find some shop which do medicure. i found this small shop. and well. it sux. omg. i'm NOT going back there. or should i say. i'm NOT going to do medicure in those small shops. she actually cut till i bleed. though its not alot of blood, BUT! she should at least say sorry or something. so sucky lah. den she file the nails aso not nice. omg. argh!

after medicure, i went the bugis junction and took a look at the phones. omg. i cant decide. i know i will get sony ericsson. but. singtel is having promotion for this sony ericsson phone for 88dollars. promo ends 5 oct. and m1 got sony ericsson S500i at 198. i couldn't decide!! omg!!

den i sat at starbucks for like 45mins. waiting for kelly and eunice. i was there early. its wasnt them. hahs. den eunice msg me saying jh and fm is joining us. and she will be late. we had steamboat for dinner. den we head down to coronation plaza for dessert. i felt bcos there are guys ard, thus its rather difficult for us to talk. BUT. jh and fm are funny though. lols.

omg. i miss my darlings so much. shall meet up with them again real soon!

2007-10-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

yea! i'm back home!! it feels different. but i will adapt well. =) i cant wait to meet all my friends!! people, date me out! i'm all free!! hahs!

i'm leaving for china on 19 oct. will be away for 1 week. and after that, i'll start my working life. i've started to send out my resumes. so kiasu of me. hahs! one of these days i'm going to apply for my uni. den i need to pack my stuffs. omg. so many things to do.

i'm so glad that i'm back home. =)

2007-09-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

i'm in TAIWAN now!! a place i always wanted to go!! i'm in the hotel right now. of cos i'm in the hotel. where else would i have, right? lols!

it feels all different when i'm back in santa cruz. everything feels so slack. i guess it's jus that some things will never be the same. we went out for lunch with kevin, kristina and julie. oh man. i really love them. kristina actually asked for our address in singapore. cos she want to send us things. how sweet right. aww..

we stayed in the hotel for the first night in santa cruz. den we went over to aunty mary's place for 2 nights. we helped out for nate's birthday party. and ya. we helped out in clearing all the food. lols! the party is quite ok. food were really really good. the ribs and corn. omg! i'm gotta miss it so so much.

we head down to san fransico on 25sept. i did some shopping. i bought all the stuff my mummy need at old navy. den i bought some lotions at bath and body works. and i bought one shorts at american eagle. actually i saw 2 shorts i really really like. but due to tight budget i only got one. =(

we head off to the airport on 26 night. we had a midnight flight. and we reach taiwan on 28sept, 4:30am. so sucky lah. arrive at this timing. i actually arrange transport but didnt manage to confirm it. i'm so scare that i've got no transport to go to my hotel. den i was stopped by a guy at the airport and they agreed to send us to our hotel at the price that i previously willing to pay.

so i reached my hotel around like 5plus am? the guy at the counter is so surprise to see me lah. lucky they got enough room for us to check in. but we had to pay 1/2 day room rate. if not we have to wait till 2pm to check in. the room is pretty ok. and their internet is pretty fast. hahs! but there's no wireless. i had to use cable. >P

the first day we went xi meng ding. we shop around that area. saw alot of pretty shoes. den we went their ktv. so cool lah. but its rather expensive. i think we went at the wrong time. we reached back hotel pretty early. i think i dun have any jet lag. i slept from 12plus all the way til morning. hahs! and i bought ALOT of magazines!!

today we hot spring bath at bei tou. its the indoor one. cos we didnt bring any swimming costume. its so cool lah. was quite amazed by it. after that we went dan shui. but didn got the chance to go to the fisherman's wharf. we went dan shui old streets. was rather upset cos i didnt manage to find the long ice cream that i always see on tv. =( we bought bubble tea and chicken tenders. so nice lah. omg. den we walked around. i saw watsons. went it and got the balm my sis wanted. den i went to this gift store. they sell pretty schedule book. omg! i cant resist and bought quite a few. hahs! tentatively one for me and one for my sis. maybe i'll sell the rest online. its really really pretty. and cheap. imagine i got one for less than 4sing dollars. its IMPOSSIBLE to find a pretty one in singapore for less than 4 bucks.

after dan shui, we took the mrt to shilin night market. they should have some maps for the shilin market. cos we kept walking round and round. hahs! i bought a pair for shoe. pretty pretty. i bought it for 390ntd. definitely cheaper than singapore i guess.

tml will be more shopping! i cant wait to go home!

2007-09-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

ok. it has been quite some time since i last blog. basically is bcos i'm tired, there's no internet, i felt sick etc. anyway, right now i'm back in santa cruz!

we left orlando and head to las vegas. well, i fell sick when i reached las vegas. i felt all bad and feverish. i felt all bad physically and mentally. i wanted to tell someone how i felt. but words couldnt describe. the feeling is like, i'm all alone fighting; i might just collapse and never stand up. hahs! i join them for they day activities. but i stayed in hotel during the night when they went out.

first day we had a long walk on the vegas strip. the heat is really making me all crazy. den we bought this super ex lemonade which sux to the core. omg. i swear i'll never drink lemonade again. cos it makes me felt even worst.

second day we went factory outlet. its really heavan at vegas' factory outlet. its so dirt cheap. lols. i spend quite alot that day. actually. i only buy coach and a nike shorts. hahs. its the coach that makes me seem that i bought alot.

third and the last day, we went grand canyon. had to wake up super early to catch the tour bus. the scene at grand canyon is nice. but. wasnt as spectacular as i thought.

den we head to LA. in LA, i pop panadol and went out to the sun to tan. and i felt all better. cos LA's weather is cooling.

we didnt go disneyland. cos we felt it will be all the same things as disneyworld. so we went universal studios. there isnt many rides there. how disappointing. >P and their tickets is super ex lah. after universal studios, we went hollywood strip. to see the stars and hand prints. we also went up the hill to find the hollywood sign. hahs! den we went 2 factory outlet. but there isnt that much things to buy though. i stil love to shop in las vegas. we didnt manage to go all the shops in vegas cos we are all tired.

anyway, we went to the live filming of singing bee. so you guys MIGHT see me on a US reality show. as audience. hahs! we got a CD by barry dunno who. its a unique experience.

i cant wait to go home! see all my family and friends! i'll be home real soon!! i'm leaving santa cruz 25sept. i'll be heading down to san francsico. i'll leave san frans on 27sept and i'll reach taiwan 28sept. i'll be in taiwan for 5 days. and i'll be back in singapore on 2nd OCT!

i'm tired and i'm going to bed real soon...

2007-09-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

hopefully she's appreciative to whatever i've done. but. i guess not. anyway. HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ZIXUE.

2007-09-13T14:58:00.001+08:00

I TOOK THE FRONT SEAT NOT BECAUSE I'M AN EXPERIENCE NAVIGATOR. IS BECAUSE I WANT TO ACCOMPANY MY FRIEND WHO WILL BE DRIVING FOR HOURS.

i hate to hear things from third party. if there's anything you want to say, say right in front of me. what a fuck up parents. i don't mean to be rude. BUT. they are really pissing me off. lucky they will only stay for one more days. if not i'll go bonkers.

your child had an "experience" navigator. so when my friend drive, you let your husband sit with her. so i suppose YOUR husband is an experience navigator? then why did i see him sleeping THROUGHOUT the whole journey when my friend is driving? what a selfish woman. argh!

today we went miami. its was a long journey. we had some stopovers. i had bk chicken fries for lunch. den they drove all the way down miami. what i thought is so different from what i see. i actually saw high rise buildings. hahs! i really thought miami is jus a beach.

we went hard rock cafe first cos some of them are hard rock cafe fans. den we went to the shopping mall. walked around. we saw an ice cream store. we went in and we each got a cup of ice cream. i had rum and double dark chocolate.

after shopping mall, we went to the miami beach. well. was rather disappointed. their beach is nothing like santa cruz. their sand is hard and coarse. their water so-so only. is really warm. and there's wasnt tide. not like doggy beach. hais. jus one word. disappointing.

den we went miami ink. its well known for tatoo. they wasnt open until 9pm cos they are having filming. so we had dinner across the streets. we had pizza. their slice is really huge and i almost couldnt finish it. after dinner, we jus chilled out outside the pizza store until it was time.

we took some pictures with some famous people which i didnt know. or should i say, i never hear before. but stil, i took some pictures with those famous people. hahs! will post up the pics once i got them in my hands. hahs!

oh no. i'm so tired. i didnt slp during the 3 1/2 hrs drive. i only doze off like 10mins. and michelle's swirl woke me up. lols! anyway, tml we are going back disney world. mgm studios. hopefully we can walk on our own. hais. *wish*

2007-09-12T10:08:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog after my laundry ytd. but i only manage to collect the laundry at 2:30am. and when i got back, i'm having problems with the connection. so i didnt manage to blog.

we went magical kingdom ytd. its so fun lah! to see all the characters. we went for some rides and shows. the wait isn't as long as i thought. maybe bcos its not the peak season. its starts to rain on and off. its been 3months plus since i last saw the rain. lols! we watch the fireworks at 9pm before we head back to our hotel.

ytd was abit screwed up. am rather pissed off. but was with a rather big group. so i didnt say much. >P

today we went epcot. its another world in disneyworld. 2 rides we wanted to go is closed. so upset lah! others are quite exciting though. there is this ride call fast track. and its is cool! its jus like speeding. hahs!

today's sun is scorching hot! omg. i cant imagine when i'm in las vegas. -_-''' tml we are going miami. and we are driving down! cos i think the tour is fully booked. not too sure what we are going to do though. its famous for beach and i think tatoo.

i felt that i didnt have enough sleep. lols. everyday sleep so late. wake up so early. den rush here and there. i think its even more tiring than working. lols!

off to bed!

2007-09-11T11:25:00.000+08:00

i'm back from my day 1 of disney world! i'm waiting to bath and am going to do laundry with the girls later. shall update more later. =D

2007-09-10T10:27:00.001+08:00

i didn't get the chance to blog till now. hmm.. where should i start now. ok. i'm in orlando, florida right now! hahs! tml we are gg to DISNEY WORLD. hahs! so looking forward!! anyway. after my first meal on 7 sept, i thought i could hang ard in the lounge bar of the hostel. den i saw su min came running to me. they actually came back to look for me. cos they are going chinatown. and want me to join them. actually i didn want to. but they had already came all the way down. so end up i went out with them. we had chinese food in chinatown for dinner. i was full. so i didnt eat much. after chinatown, we went to empire state. we went up to 86 storey high to see the view. omg. the view is really amazing. cos we went at night. its so nice lah. plus the wind. aww.. if someone ever propose to me there, i might jus agree! hahs! its so incredible. =D the next day, we suppose to go central park. but we didnt manage to go. we were watching another musical show, RENT at 2pm. we bought the 55usd tickets. the show is pretty good. when there is an interval, we shift down cos there wasn't any ppl ard. for the next half of the show, we manage to get a better view. =) after the show, we came out and there is this autograph stand. so michelle and zi xue were standing for RENT and su min and i were standing for MARY POPPIN. end up we manage to take a photo with mary poppin. omg! she's so pretty!! hahs! i nv thought that i could take pictures with such people! we had dinner at TGIF. aw. bad choice. the food were so-so. service wasn't as good. serving wasnt as big. so disappointed. and its expensive! =X after dinner, we walked to old navy, near empire state. i bought 2 pair of shoes for 10usd each. i wanted to get online and it cost 12. lucky the order didnt go through. hahs! den we head back to hostel. and did our last minute packing. cos we had to catch the flight at 8am to orlando. so we woke up at 3plus 4 to wash up. and our shuttle came to pick us up. we were taking jetblue to orlando. well. jetblue is pretty good. the service and food variety. its jus that the seats sux. my neck hurts when i woke up from my nap.

we are staying at quality suites, near disney world. but we need to take a shuttle though. this hotel is the cheapest and best among all the hotels we stayed/ going to stay. its 13usd per person per night. we are staying in a family suite. we got 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, kitchen, microwave, fridge. so much better than what i had in santa cruz. hahs!

we reach here in the noon. but we couldnt check in till 4pm. so we went to their old town to walk around. its only a block away from our hotel. we had lunch at a&w. den we went to take free rides at old town. they had this hurricane look-alike. but in a smaller version. we took this. and i missed hurricane so much. =( den we took this scrambler. its something like wipe-out. but the seats' effect are like tsumani. den we also took something like double shot. but its only one shot. it sends u all the way up and drop you down once. well. its pretty scary though.

we head back to our room and took a rest. den we went down to the swimming pool. cos they had free drinks from 5pm to 7pm. hahs. we chilled out by the pool for awhile and head for dinner. we had dinner at Logan's. the food are so much nicer than TGIF. >P and cheaper too! we had an appetizer combo and a 16.99 set dinner. den we went wal-mart to hang around.

overall. as compare, new york life is so tense up. even when we were jus on only holiday, we had to rush around. its too stressful. the people, the cars. omg. orlando is stil quite ok. cos i didnt get to see cars running around like mad. so fast i'm in orlando. 4 days later, i'm going to Las Vegas. fast. fast. fast.

2007-09-08T05:39:00.000+08:00

i'm in NEW YORK right now! ytd we reached new york ard 5:30am. den we took the shuttle to our hotel. or should i say hostel. anyway. the place we staying at is called Broadway Hotel. its at the west side of mahanttan. so cool right. cant believe i'm actually at manhattan. lols. anyway. we had breakfast at this broadway bagel. its cost 5 usd but servng is quite big. mine is 2 scrambled egg with ham, fries, toast and coffee. i couldn't finish it though.

we are suppose to check in at 3pm. but they allow us to check in at 10plus. its 4 bulk beds. su min is sleeping above me. after washing up, we head off to our sight-seeing. our hotel location is actually upper town. its 102 st. down town, which is times square is 42 st. so we took their subway down. its so packed but we reach rather fast.

when we got out of subway, we were stopped by some grayline tickets person. end up er bought the hop on bus tickets for 46usd. i think its rather worth it. cos we can hop on and off as we want and it brings us to all the places we wanted to see. and its a 3 day pass. so we took a bus around times square.

after the bus trip, we went to buy tickets for a musical show call Mary Poppin. its like since we are at Broadway, we should catch some musical shows. hahs! we went back to our hotel to rest and wash up. den we went for dinner. and head for the musical show. i'm so amazed but the whole show. its really nice! and i only spend 25usd for the tickets!

day 1 in new york is pretty good. but not day 2. hahs! i had my periods which is like so SUX though i expect it to come. and we had rats in our room! its like so OMG. its really an experience. argh. i miss santa cruz after the rats attack. hahs! and home. due to periods, i decided not to go out and stay at hotel. i'm scare to see the rats though. i woke up ard 8plus. den they washed up and head off ard 10. so i went back to slp ard 1030. and i slept all the way through til 430. hahs! and i went to bath. and now i'm going to get my first meal of the day. lols!

2007-09-05T00:06:00.001+08:00

i feel all sad now.. =( the thought of leaving here. i'm looking forward going home. but. the people here are really nice. aww.. i think i'm going to be in tears tonight at the party. =(

2007-09-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

i'm officially off boardwalk! today i'm at typhoon den rotated to glider2. time pass rather fast. =) tml is end of season party. and the day after that we are checking out our house. and there starts our travelling!

2007-09-03T22:47:00.001+08:00

today is my last day of work. aww. i feel the sadness. =( cant believe in a blink of an eye, i've been here for 4 months. i'm working 1030 to CB. hope i can get off early. cos i wanna do my last laundry. hahs! den i can finish all my packing. sadness.

2007-09-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

ahh.. its weekends! SATURDAY! and my last day is on monday! time pass so fast uh...

today report work at 1030. was send to open glider 1. was there with adriana. its so fun talking to her. she's telling me about mexico. hahs! i love listening to things i didn't know. =)

den i was rotated to merry-go-round. blah! makes me go round and round. >P and all the guest pissed me off! lucky i can clock out at 3:40pm.

after clocking out, i went home. took a shower. and i packed my things. i'm almost done packing. just that i need to do my laundry tml after work. actually i only need to pack my stuff for travelling.

2007-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

i wanted to go. i wanted to go to the drive-in movie. i wanted to go to all the shopping trips. but i'm never invited. i'm never asked if i would like to join. you never know how much it hurts to hear things from the third party. sighed.

ytd was avgustina and vitalia's farewell party. i drank 3 cans of beer and my head is spinning. i ALMOST did stupid things. but i'm mentally sob enough to control whatever i'm doing. i'm so sob that i see things so clearly. wasn't sure if its a good or bad thing.

today is the last free friday concert night. my whole day at work is pretty good. i was opening haunted castle with C and E. E was late and she pissed me off. XP a girl, C was getting train there. so before she got trained, i'm at haunted castle with them. after i came back from my 15, i was asked to go to giant dipper. b'cos haunted castle got 4 of us.

i was at dipper for like one hour. and its fun! we were slacking and chatting even if there are guest. hahs! i know we should't had done that... but... ... hahs!

den ard 4 i was send back to check-in and was told to give double shot an hour break. so i was at double shot for an hour, and got my hour break. then they put me at hurricane.

i was with tanya. and she got rotated away and tony came. for the very first time, i get to be at hurricane on friday nights! that means hurricane is closed for ard 2 hrs b'cos of the concert! and i got more time to do nothing and less time to do something! hahs!

ard 8:05, someone called and asked me to give breaks. so i gave 2 15's to glider 1 and 2. i went to glider 1 first b'cos i nv been at glider 2 on friday night. hahs! su min was at glider 1 and vit was at glider 2. when i'm almost done with my break, i saw aunty mary and nate. actually, i saw them when i was walking to give glider 2 break. i saw uncle len aso! =) its so nice to see them.

after giving breaks, i took my own break. when i'm done, they were looking at the list to see where to put me. hahs! they wanted to put me at jetcopters. and i was like you got a whole list of rides and you put me at jetcopters?! den they gave me a choice of haunted castle or merry-go-round. of cos i chose haunted castle. hahs! which dumb ass will choose jetcopters or merry-go-round. lols! so i closed haunted castle as well. hahs!

so there goes my day:
haunted castle --> giant dipper --> double shot --> hurricane --> glider 1 --> glider 2 --> haunted castle.

2007-08-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

i'm so drunk physically but i'm so sob mentally. sob enough to feel all the pain once again. shall update more once i'm sob physically and mentally. hahs!

2007-08-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog last time. but was too tired. hahs!

so ytd morning, kevin, julie, kristina came over to our house for lunch. we cook them chicken rice. but it think the chicken is not cook yet though. lols! after lunch, they had to go to work except kristina and me. so the both of us intend to go on rides.

while i was washing the dishes, we were talking. i realise she had a second job at a shop that sells all the sewing stuffs. i need to help me mummy to buy something that is like carbon paper. ans kristina actually call and ask for me. and the nicest part is she drive me down to the place! =) after that, we went on rides. and i went up fireball! it makes me all sick. XP

we parted at 330pm. and i went home to continue my dish-washing. hahs! at 430, i head to marini's. and they send me to store 2. and on the last day of work, i get to learn how to make smoothie, coffee and cotton candy. hahs!!

i'm so tired when work ends. and when i reach home, i saw many people at my house. so i didn't get to rest until 1230am. >P

2007-08-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

today is the first day i worked 1pm to 9pm. super slack lah. lols! the feeling at check-in is so different. i dunno how to put it in words. maybe its the timing. anyway, today we had 2 rotations! hahs! those who got trained today got their rotations too! den i should have learn all the shitty rides now. cos i dun have to to stay at that ride for the whole day!! hahs!

today i'm at haunted castle. wow! its like ages since i open haunted castle. lucky avgustina is there. and angel. hahs! i didn't do much. after my first 15, i was rotated to starfish. after my half, i was rotated from starfish to double shot. hahs! the day pass rather fast today. and there is NO crowd around. even when i went for my half. the whole place is only me and another employee from food service. lols!

tml is my off at boardwalk. but am working at marini's. and its my last day. shall go and eat ALL the candies. lols!

i'm so dead tired. ytd slept at 4. and woke up at the same time every morning. XP but i've got no intention to slp yet. hahs!

-in process of healing-

2007-08-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

HERE COME THE PICTURES!!!

Sending Nhung to Airport

Lunch @ Bubba Gump

pictures of myself @ monterey

group pictures @ monterey

2007-08-28T16:47:00.000+08:00

ytd worked at marini's from 130 to 930. was doing stuff when i came home. so didnt got the chance to blog. started planning the trip to taiwan. i'm sOoooOoo excited about it. hahs! maybe its the place. maybe cos i'm nearer to home. hahs! i dunno! time passed quite fast when i'm at marini's. maybe cos we closing earlier.

anyway, today is my boardwalk off day. and i'm not working at marini's. BUT! we went monterey aquarium. we thought we couldn't make it. cos we only left like one week? and we dun have to pay for it! all thanks to SU MIN! hahs! admission is like 24.95usd per person. OMG! its a nice experience. but i wouldnt want to spend money and go back again. lols!

aunty mary is nice to drive us down. we reached monterey ard 2. we went the wharf. they had samples for their clam chowder. hahs! we tried 3 restaurants. the first one is too salty. second one is too creamy + garlic-ty. third one is nothing like clam chowder. it taste more like vegetable cream soup. lols!

we didn't had lunch there. we went somewhere near the aquarium. we went bubba gump for lunch. their food is pretty nice. but a little too salty for my liking. we had fish and chips, pasta, calamari, and one shrimp combo. hahs! all of them taste soOooo fresh! yumyum!!

the aquarium close at 6. so we head to aunty mary house to chill out for awhile. den they decided to go for movies. so we went downtown. we watched SUPER BAD. the show so funny lah! den we saw quite a few people there. we saw tony, gaby, the polish people(marta, rafel, the ana's), jasmina and bojana.

such a long time since we last went for outings. we took alot of pics. but they're not with me for the moment. should post up some pics when i get them in my hands. hahs!

tml working at boardwalk. 1230 to closing which is ard 9? they said we will have NO crowd. hahs! we shall see..

i'm waiting for my parcels to come. hopefully the old navy get through. if not i'm going to have a big headache.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

today they wanted to train me at haunted castle again. blah! its the second time this happen. and i was like " i'm already trained there! and i was giving breaks to haunted castle jus yesterday! " anyway, i jus spend my whole day at haunted castle. BORING!

tml working marini's at 1:30pm. blah! i'm off on monday and wed next week. and we're working 12:30pm to CL. hahs!

its jus another day.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

they forget abt me again today. =( my name wasn't on that rides' list. kristina send me to merry-go-round. something happen and pissed me off. >P anyway, after merry-go-roundi went to glider 1 to give 2 half's. den i took my half. after my half, i went to collect maintanence report. after collecting the report, i gave 3 10's to haunted castle. they were so on time! so i went back check in at around 9:30pm. kristina wanted to send me to rock and roll. but end up i decided to clock out instead. hahs!

we went for supper after work. with michelle, uncle len, aunty mary and nathan. so nice of them to bring us out for supper. we had crepes. hahs. its pretty nice. =)

2007-08-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

today i'm at starfish. was trained by Cristina. hahs! so now i only left with speedbums, before i complete the whole of area 2. we finish the training pretty fast. i went up at ard 3:40. we end at 4:14. starfish is definitely much better than speedway and jetcopters. at least, at starfish, i dun need to bend down. this hurts my back alot! but starfish's dead man's pedal is use hand instead of leg. which kind of weird.

sunday i'll be working at marini's. from 1:30 to dunno wad time. this means, i'm working whole week! hahs. lucky i've got no morning shifts. on second thoughts, its better for me to have closing shifts. whether i do opening or closing, both i slept ard 2. but if i'm working opening shift, den i have to wake up early instead of slping all i want. hahs!

i cant wait to go back singapore. and cut my hair! hahs! that's so funny of me. lols. i'm pretty tired today. maybe i'll go slp soon.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-24T05:42:00.001+08:00

oh no. i'm so worried now. i shall call home after my work. or maybe during my half.

2007-08-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

i always want to sleep till like 1 or 2 pm. but i always wake up automatically. anyway, i'll be going to the bank later. i'm waiting for the bus to come. i missed the previous one so i'm waiting for the next one which is at 11:05am. i'm so lazy to walk to downtown now. lols!

its so naive to think that there is anyone who will treat you true from the bottom of their heart right? it doesn't mean jus bgr. it can be all kinds of relationship. i do believe actions speaks louder than words. i hate those honeyed-coated words. they are definitely nice. but on second thoughts, how true can it be?

every since i'm here, i forget some really important. some thing i always believe. some thing i always tell myself, to minimise disappointment. HOPE FOR THE BEST AND PREPARE FOR THE WORST. now i long for yesterday...

-in process of healing-
now i'm alot better. but ... ...

2007-08-23T15:00:00.001+08:00

i finally did my laundry. lols! i've been saying that i want to do my laundry for days. its either i damm lazy or i need to do some stuff for my sis.

i went to work as usual. but they forget about me! kevin was calling out the rides. everyone leaves and left me at check in. kevin looked at me and asked you are working today?! i was like yaAaa~ i think he was saying carlos didnt schedule me. >P

so kevin asked if i know starfish. i was shaking my head. den he asked if i know speedway. of cos i do. so i'm send there 'cos the person suppose to be there is late for work. and i scratch myself while opening the gates of speedway. >P i only operate like 2 times and they send me back to check-in.

kevin was looking at his list and he decided to send me to dipper. >P and today at dipper, there are A LOT of people ard.. at one pt of time, there were 7 operaters at the bars. and for the first time, i had 3 breaks. 2 15's and one half. hahs!

today i went quite a few place. speedway --> giant dipper --> sky glider 1 --> giant dipper --> haunted castle --> giant dipper

all of the ride operaters at giant dipper went on the last ride. i think its only 4 of us. the lead send the rest back to check in. =) its so exciting to go on last ride. its the thrill that we had to hide frm the camera. hahs!

i think tml i'm going to the bank. to deposit my check frm marini's. hahs! so surprising. i stil got a paycheck frm them. and i think its the last paycheck that i'm taking.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

today i'm at sky glider2, den jetcopters. hai. and we close at 1030 instead of 10. so sucky. my back hurts today when i'm at jetcopters. i usually dun feel the pain. i think this time round, is bcos ytd i'm trained at fireball. =( hopefully tml will be better.

i finish watching 换换爱. the ending so disappointing. hai.

so happy to recieve eunice email. =) i miss her soOoOoooo much. hahs! i thought they forget about me. lols!

-i'm feeling a lil' better-

2007-08-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

i'm finally trained at fireball! they are really fast at scheduling it. cos i told kristina abt this ytd. and today, i'm down for training. the training itself is pretty ok. its the trainer that makes me all nervous. kevin was telling me fireball is a piece of cake. and i replied of cos~ its so much easier than typhoon. lols! i manage to finish my training in an hours' time.

as usual, i'll prefer to work alone. own time own target. working together also depends on partner. i dun like the partner i had today. she is nice as a fren. but not as co-worker.

ohya. i think i'm lactose intolerance. =( today i had a caramel frapp cos the weather is so hot in the afternoon.. no longer after, i had a stomach ache. its has been so long since i drank caramel frapp. within tt period, i nv had tt kind of stomach ache i had today. omg. means i need to cut down on dairy products.. =( i love milk.. hais.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-20T15:15:00.000+08:00

today i'm at dipper.. AGAIN! hopefully they'll put me somewhere else tml.. *crossing fingers* anyway, on my way to dipper, i was chatting with michelle. i was at dipper ytd too. and she was telling me, after i left dipper ytd, there were some guests looking for me. she only told me the guest said i'm nice and etc. and i was like "huhhh!! are you sure?!" lols. no matter whether its true anot, it does makes me a lil' happy. hahs!

i was at tickets after my 1/2. the line was so slow lah. i think its bcos the summer is ending and everyone needs to go back to school. anyway. i made our OLD GRANNY close the lock for me. omg! lols. i cant believe i actually asked her to lock it up for me. hahs! what happen was, there was this teenager, she passed me a lock and told me its from one of the Q line bars. i was like "oh. thanks." den she walked off. den i saw OLD GRANNY was actually observing me. not too sure whether she's looking at the Q line or really observing me. anyway, she walked over and smiled at me. and i called out to her. asked if she could help me put that lock back. of cos she did. but i stil cant believe i have the guts to ask her do things for me. lols!

time pass pretty fast today. especially when i'm at tickets. but bcos the line is slow, my thoughts are running wild again. >P

tml i'm gg to do laundry. BUT! depends. lols.

-in process of healing-

2007-08-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

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2007-08-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

its naive to think that miracle do happen right?

today was at giant dipper. and finally they rotate me out of there, to typhoon. and it has been like almost 2 months since i last close typhoon. lucky someone is trained there today. that means a lead will come and help us close. i was quite happy to be rotated to typhoon. on second thoughts, i wasn't that happy. it makes my thoughts run wild. which i shouldnt have.

i was at tickets most of the time when i was at dipper. when i came back from my break, i went to bars. and shortly after, james came and took me off.

someone vomit on typhoon. and its my first time getting such a experience. we spent like almost one and half hours cleaning the ride. cleaning up the ride does makes me busy and not thinking about things. and guess what? they forgot about our breaks. and instead of 15, we only got 10. hai.

i wouldn't say its a bad day. but i felt rather down. and i hope i'll get over it soon..
-in process of healing-
i guess it will take quite some time. i felt this way is bcos of some things happen in Singapore. Things in Santa Cruz are fine. =)

2007-08-19T06:09:00.001+08:00

i knew what the answer would be. but i jus wan to ask. i don't wan to leave any regrets.

2007-08-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

next week schedule is out. and i'm working from monday to saturday, all closing shifts. i'm having my off on sunday. shucks. i should have request for full shift. i think i should go work at marini's on sunday. shall see how.

today i'm at merry-go-round. and was rotated to sky glider1. my partner at merry go round, super slack lah. i'm not complaining, but i'm the one doing everything. tell her do things she like so blur. i guess she dun understand wad i'm trying to say?

den i was at glider1 with michelle. it has been so long since i work with her. =) we went for half at the same time. when we went back to glider, we were like.. shit. we still got so many hours before closing. BUT! we were chatting all the way! and surprisingly, there wasn't any crowd. so we got more time to do nothing and less time to do something. hahs! she was telling me about her experience at ireland and i'm so fascinated by it! its so cool lah.

tml i'm working closing againn..

2007-08-18T03:49:00.000+08:00

i just finish 不能说的秘密. i watched it online. aww.. so sad. overall the movie quite nice. and i love the piano battle part. cos usually when they film the people playing piano, they never film the whole person. this time round its so cool! =)

2007-08-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

ok. end up, i decided to change the whole layout again. >P i really like the previous one. but i guess, erm, no fate? wadever. it's isn't that serious. hahs!

anyway

i jus check my bank account. and i got my pay! hahs! so happy lah. to see the amt of money in the bank raise. lols! the thought of parting the money makes my heart ache. lols! since when have i become so money-minded?? hahs! work work and more work! lols!

today i'm at typhoon initially. was with su min. i think its julie who did the schedule. hahs! so nice of her. to put su min and i together. we were more of enjoying ourselves than working. lols! and guess wad? i got a free soda! hahas! su min went for her break. she came back and told me she didnt pay for her soda at the particular store. and she ask me to go and try. and of cos i did. lols! this was what happen.
i asked for an employee size pepsi which cost 75cents. so i hand him a dollar note. he took it, he pressed something on the register and hand me back the dollar note. he murmur something which i didnt catch at first. and i jus smile and 'ya' at him. later then i realise, he was telling me, he gave me my 'change' back right? so nice of him lah.
after the free soda incident, i went marini's and bought some candies! peach o's and sour watermelon rind or something de. the sour watermelon is nice! =D

not long after, i was rotated to Sky Glider1. i was there with Anton. its my first time working with him. i wrote my name on the breaks list and maintance report. i guess i wrote my name too fast. and Anton thought my name was PING PONG. so funny lah! i didn't know about this until Tanya told me! if wasnt for Tanya, i guess my name will be PING PONG from now on. hahs! Tanya came to give us breaks. and i think Anton told Tanya i had a funny name. lols! thank goodness Tanya corrected him. anyway, we closed glider ard 8 'cos of the weather. its soOoo windy that the cars are swinging from left to right. and this is dangerous.

after closing glider, we went back to check-in. richie was asking where we want to go. he had fireball, hurricane, giant dipper and double shot. Bojana went fireball. anton went hurricane. su min went giant dipper and i went double shot! i finally got to go double shot! BUT! its wasnt as fun. it really depends on the lead that is there. the lead with me really makes me.. ARGH! but at the end of the day, he actually said we did a great job. hahs! its make me so contradicting. >P

ohya. and i went to give breaks too! to pirate ship and speedway. so my day was typhoon --> glider 1 --> double shot --> pirate ship --> speedway --> double shot
what a day. =)

2007-08-16T15:54:00.001+08:00

omg! there's some problem with the layout. hais. =( i guess i'll fixed some other time.

2007-08-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

ta-daaa~~

my new blog! new address and new layout. spend quite some time on it. nope, i didn't do the layout myself obviously. i went to blogskins.com to search for it. i wanted to add a media player in the blog. but i couldn't find a suitable layout. 'cos the media player is tOO big! hahs! end up, i decided to give it a miss. this is pretty nice and i love it! =)

today i'm opening Sky Glider 1 and was rotated to Typhoon. Guess wad? i've only got 1 break! >P that's so bad!! someone did came and asked if we need a bathroom break. but it's different! they are so understaff. and we're the ones who is going to suffer. =( not too sure if i'm tired or its the weather. when i was at Glider 1, i felt my eyes are going to close anytime. and obviously it didnt. hahs!

ohya! i've moved house. and i've got 2 beds to myself! hahs! i'm only sleeping on one. the other is for me to put my things though. and now, one more person is going to suffer besides Zi Xue. Su Min have to tolerate my snoring. lols! i felt really bad but there's nothing much i can do, don't i? i'm already sleeping in a separate room from them.. =(