you cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

decided to do some writing while loading my shows. hahs!

the next day i came back from china, i went dim sum with mummy and sis. omg. its stil as nice as everr!! shall go for it some other day again. but i can only do it during the weekends. which means it will cost more. hais.

on sun, i'm slacking at home. its my last official day of slacking. after that, i'll be into the working world. lols. actually i cant remb what i did on sun. i think its just slacking around. lols. i wun get the chance to do so anymore!

i started working on monday. i'm working in a US company. they have office in US, Texas and Thailand. i guess they have more office somewhere. but i'm not too sure yet. anyway. i'm working in Tuas, 8am to 5pm. the best thing is, they have company bus to pick me up at redhill. lols. this save me some bus fare! cos i'm really broke now. lols.

work is pretty good. i'm getting busier each day. cos i've got 2 boss. my direct boss is an indian lady. she's really nice. =) BUT. hahs. on my first day, imagine i've seen their office politics. so i guess i better keep my mouth shut and do my work. lols.

my office is under renovation. hopefully by next mon we can move in to the new office. ohya. my department is Logisitic. and i'm helping out Purchasing. so my boss is the logistic manager and purchasing assistant. i THINK i get to get my own table!! how exciting! hahs. cos right now, i've got a pc to myself. with my own login and they create an email for me. for wad? beats me.

today i didnt pay for my lunch! hahs. we went out for lunch together. i think its the whole logistic department. there are 12 of us. i think the company pay for it. its only the 3rd day and i felt so no life. lols. people! date me out!! tml is thurs and soon its weekends!! wooHoOooo!!

i might go hong kong next year..
i might go beijing next year..
i might go london next year...
how exciting. i will want to go london though. isnt it cool?? i'm going to save up for trips! ohya! how could i forget about my genting trips?? its a MUST!! and batam. hahs!

there are changes in my studies plan. but i will definitely get a degree. everything is stil under planning. =)

beautiful mistake @ 8:15 PM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Updatess!!

finally. it took me 3days to transferred all the photos from my hp to my lappy. in total, i took 1178 photos in 8days. hahs! i love taking photos. it's jus that in the past, i don't have the chance to. anyway. here comes my photoss!! i decided to use picasa to collage some of my photos. its impossible for me to upload each and every of the photos. i'll die doing that. lols.

engravings in the glass. isnt it nice?

i guess its some buddha sayings. not too sure what is it. but they seem nice to me.

they each got a name. and its really long.

wonders of stones.

places i've been to.

sceneries.

many many me.

mummy, singapore aunties and china relatives.

the "look-alike" cousin.

trip to china is pretty good. had alot of FIRST TIME over there. hahs. i'm tired. its so tiring to upload the pictures. shall stop here.

off to shows~

beautiful mistake @ 8:55 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i'm back from my trip!! i took thousand over photos from my 8day trip to china. shall update more about my trip when i've transferred the photos to my lappy!

beautiful mistake @ 2:48 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

some shows review..
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i quite like the story line. hahs. at first i think they only wan to film 130eps. but now i got to know there's 240eps. lols. omg. how long more do i have 'run' after this series?! lols.

森之爱情
this is good too! every eps is one new story. as what it mention in title, its all love stories. pretty nice too!

本草药王
i might not wan to watch this anymore. kinda bored of it le. many factors. its a rather old show. its takes VERY long to load e show as compare to others. i dun really fancy the actors/actress.

i'm currently watching all the taiwan idol drama broadcasting in taiwan now. and out of all, i love 美味关系 the most. hahs! 侯佩岑 is so pretty lah! didnt realise she is pretty to that extend until i watch this show. i'm kind of falling in love with her. hahs!! and get to see the different kind of zaizai. i dun fancy zaizai in the first place. but this show does change my opinion of him.

公主小妹 is a bit far-fetched. so not realistic. 樱野三加一 is a very typical idol drama produced by Sanlih. 恶女阿楚 also kind of far-fetched.

爱情两好三坏, there isnt much advertisement on it. maybe cos i didn watch as much variety shows as i used to? BUT. hahs. dunno leh. this show aso so Sanlih. lols. cos got 孙协志 and 小乔. actually, as long as got 5566, 7flower, 183club, i will feel its so Sanlih. lols.

i think i'm not going to bring my lappy to china. shall leave it at home to rest. hopefully it will stil work when i get back from china.

ohya! i found myself a temp job. this means i got more time to do something and less time to do nothing. lols! might get myself a part time job during the weekends. not as if i've got a boyfriend to accompany. hahs!! i've got a job in mind. but. i need to get used to my that temp job before i start on anything else. =D

yeaAaa!! i'm back in track. =D happy holidays to ME!!

beautiful mistake @ 12:02 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

some unforesee circumstances happen, and makes me ALMOST lose confidence in my current belief. what i can say, i'm glad that i'm not alone facing all these. =)

i decided to add the episodes that i've watched until to the "series i'm watcing currently". hahs. so lame of me. but i always forget which eps i've watched till. THUS. this is a good way to keep track. lols. MAYBE i'll do a revamp to my blog. lols. maybe. jus maybe. as if i've got the time. hahs!

aww. its thurs. midnight. hahs! i'm leaving. sob sob. SOON. hahs. i'm ALMOST done with my packing. waiting for e laundry. there's actually nothing much to pack. >P its only a one week trip. lols. i wonder when is the next time i'll go for holiday. who will i go with and where will i go?? some places i'll definitely go.. before next yr june. hahs! genting, batam. lols. seafood! omg. i wan to go hong kong..

i shall watch some shows before heading to bed. i cant stand up late. i've got things to do tml =( hais.

beautiful mistake @ 12:55 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

ytd met up with raymond for.. dinner/supper. hahs! we went clementi for botak jones. its really pretty nice. and guess wad. their teh-ping is superb too!! lols. so much better den my hse one. under his reccomandation, i went to sign up for facebook. i heard about this website before. i jus thought its another 'friendster'. when i was navigating around. i was like. wow. hahs. i think this will keep me busy til i leave for china. and when i'm back, i might abandon my account. lols! cos i know i will be too busy for it.

well. nothing significant happen. BORING! pretty much, slacking around. hahs! off to shows.

beautiful mistake @ 12:10 PM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

yupp. that's how i feels now. arghh! i'm rotting at homee!! help!!

met up with kelly on friday for lunch. though the session is short, but we manage to chat quite a lot. =) shall ask eunice out the next time round!! was supposed to go out for dinner with someone else. but it wasn't confirm. so i ended up going home. hahs!

kelly & I @ Coffeebean

today i slept till like 1pm. and i didnt woke up naturally. my neighbours were making too much noise. and it woke me up and i couldnt go back to sleep. and i slept like 4am. cos i couldnt sleep. i dun feel sleepy at all.

anyway. today i had crystal jade for dinner. with mummy at toa payoh. finally. i got to eat crystal jade. hahs! but was rather disappointed with the food though. it wasnt as nice as i thought. so upset lah. now. i like no interest in food anymore. not as much as i used to be. hahs! and i bought 2 tops. lols. i should stop spending money when i wasnt earning any now. lols. aww. i stil haven got the chance to eat my dim sum. soon. i guess. lols.

"Everyone needs and deserves love and happiness. Let's not wait until we're perfect to go out and find it" Pat A.Mitchell

beautiful mistake @ 8:08 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

yipeEe!! i'm called down for interview on mon!! my position is HR assistant. praying real hard that i will get this job. though pay isnt high, but at least they are willing to interview someone w/o HR experience. its a temp job for at least 3 months. and the best part is they know i can only start work after 26oct. i'm all excited now!!

i manage to get the interview through agent. this time round my agent is a guy. hahs! i'm not being sexist or what. but seldom see guy do this kinda of job. and his name remind me of a poly classmate. hahs! and he is soOoo polite lah.

omg. wish me all the best for my interview!! =)
*crossing fingers and praying real hard*

beautiful mistake @ 8:29 PM

argh! so pissed off!!! there is this particular airline from china. omg. i called their head office and ask some qns. they REFUSE to ans my qns!! they either tell me go ask my agent or tell me they dunno. wtf! if they dunno what are they there for??? seriously.. ARGH! i'm NOT going to take that particular airline anymore! over my dead body! pray hard the rest of my life i dun need to take that airline. their customer service so horrible. and i'm sure their staff isn't local. >P

i'm slacking at home for the past few days. i felt so sinful. hahs! and i've yet start packing in my things. lols! that's how lazy i am. and i haven start packing my things for china! hahs! i intend to pack the day before. lols.

tml more meetup sessions!! finally, a time for us to sit down and do some catching up. omg. i cant wait for it to come!!

can't believe i'm flying off next fri. that's. so fast huhh.. lols. and when i'm back, i'll start a whole new life!

i've send out quite a few resumes. and i've recieved a number of phone calls. but because i couldn't start work immediately, that's why they couldn't confirm me. hopefully when i'm back i can start work asap.

beautiful mistake @ 3:50 PM

below are some entries which i gave a long/serious thought before i decide to post.

4 Sept 2007 9:58pm
i feeling all bad now. i'm having a terrible headache since morning. but no one cares. the little concern that i long for. it will never happen. i can predict the reaction i will get. a can't-be-bothered face. why will i want to say if i know what will happen?

how long will it takes for you to realise i'm not there anymore? 1hr? 2hr? or until when you are leaving? i wouldn't dare to think of the answer. i know the answer will disappoint me.

i seriously don't know what i did that makes you treat me this way. i send you an email long ago. did you ever reply me? no. i'm already took the iniaitive to send you an email. but have you ever bothered? i guess not. its only when you feel like it, then i will get a small response from you. when i expect an answer from you, i got nothing in the end.

the past 3 months here, the only time you talk to me is when we first got here and when you need my help at marini's. the rest of the time, you treat me as invisible. i don't think i'm at any fault and why i'm treated this way? if you are any tom, dick or harry, i wouldn't felt so bad. its just because you are my friend. my best friend. if you don't want me to be around, i could just leave. tell me in my face. you don't need me anymore. and i'll leave. i don't want to be treated this way. i'm telling you, its not living habits. its the attitude. its all the little little actions that shows how you are treating me. and i feel i don't deserve this.

a little phrase "Are you ok?" lets me know you care. there many many times i don't feel ok. i felt really really down. i really really hope i could share it with you. just like what i always did when we are in singapore. all i need is a listening ear. and a little reactions to show you are listening. but you're never there for be. you're no longer there for me. i had to go through a lot of difficult moments by myself. you are just so near yet so far.

5 Sept 2007 7:43am
finally. you are letting all out. after 8years of friendship and 3months in US, i'm just a bitch. thanks. for letting me know, behind my back. i'm really sorry to have you suffered. but i believe there is no next time. you didn't hear my snoring because i wasn't asleep. now i know how it feels to get backstab. i guess i learn it the hard way. really hard.

these are all my inner thoughts, which i feel i should let it known. i'm thankful that i'm a person who is willing to face it up. however, there's no way one hand can make a clap. i'm not here to pick up blog fight or whatsoever. just. let this entry marks the end. and i'll be happily moving on to my next stage of life. =)

i do still feel hurt when i look back. but that's part and parcel of life. isn't it? =)

beautiful mistake @ 3:30 PM

Sunday, October 7, 2007

more meetups! later i'm meeting huishan! one of my best buddy in poly. omg! cant wait to see her!!! i stil haven meet up with metro peeps. they are so so busy. =( jy and deren in army. yuki having training as cabin crew. alex busy with his studies. hais. so difficult to gather everyone. will be meeting up raymond one of these days. den actually was asking qili and gang out for kbox. but he's like so busy. hais.

ytd is relatives meetup. went tiong market to meet my big aunty. had breakfast there. chee chong fun. yum yum! den afternoon went over my fourth aunty place. and met up with other aunties. i had long john for my dinner!! LONG JOHN!! is stil as nice as ever. but now i realise i no longer go crazy as i used to be. hahs!

mummy was saying i've changed a lot. have i? i guess 4months out makes me grow up a lot. and i know i will treasure my family even more. =)

omg. i cant stand my nails. argh! MAYBE i'll redo it. somewhere cheap. hais. oh. maybe i'll do some changes to my blog. maybe. maybe. maybe.

beautiful mistake @ 12:03 PM

Friday, October 5, 2007

my life is more or less settle. i've register for my degree course. i'll be starting school late nov. provided i receieve the confirmation letter by early nov. anyway, i don't see why i couldn't get in. unless it's really popular. hahs. this means i gotta prepare myself for school life. omg. i'm not sure how i'm going to handle. argh!

the register process is rather fast. so i head down to bugis. again. hahs! i'm determine to get a new phone. was walking to and fro m1 and singtel. m1 got the s500i that i wanted. singtel got the promo. end up. hais. i didnt manage to get my 'dream' phone. i signed up singtel. sony ericsson w660i. m1 didnt have s500i in black. and plus some other things, hence i didnt signed up m1. this means i've changed my hp no. too! the number i chose is pretty nice. =)

that's how i spend my afternoon. and now i'm back home. argh. i'm getting pretty bored. staying at home. omg. not too sure how i'm going to spend my days before i head to china. AND. i've yet start to pack my things in. they are stil laying around. hahs!

beautiful mistake @ 6:25 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

today i met up with my les partners. omg. i finally got to see them. we are meeting at 6pm for dinner. my initial plan was to go down psb academy to check take a look. den find somewhere to do medicure. den check out phones at bugis. den meet them for dinner.

but i felt so sleepy in late morning that i fell asleep. i slept till like 2plus. and i left home ard 3 plus. so i decided to check out the school tml instead. hahs. wanted to find eunice at her shop. but she isn't there. so i walk ard her shop level. trying to find some shop which do medicure. i found this small shop. and well. it sux. omg. i'm NOT going back there. or should i say. i'm NOT going to do medicure in those small shops. she actually cut till i bleed. though its not alot of blood, BUT! she should at least say sorry or something. so sucky lah. den she file the nails aso not nice. omg. argh!

after medicure, i went the bugis junction and took a look at the phones. omg. i cant decide. i know i will get sony ericsson. but. singtel is having promotion for this sony ericsson phone for 88dollars. promo ends 5 oct. and m1 got sony ericsson S500i at 198. i couldn't decide!! omg!!

den i sat at starbucks for like 45mins. waiting for kelly and eunice. i was there early. its wasnt them. hahs. den eunice msg me saying jh and fm is joining us. and she will be late. we had steamboat for dinner. den we head down to coronation plaza for dessert. i felt bcos there are guys ard, thus its rather difficult for us to talk. BUT. jh and fm are funny though. lols.

omg. i miss my darlings so much. shall meet up with them again real soon!

beautiful mistake @ 11:40 PM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

yea! i'm back home!! it feels different. but i will adapt well. =) i cant wait to meet all my friends!! people, date me out! i'm all free!! hahs!

i'm leaving for china on 19 oct. will be away for 1 week. and after that, i'll start my working life. i've started to send out my resumes. so kiasu of me. hahs! one of these days i'm going to apply for my uni. den i need to pack my stuffs. omg. so many things to do.

i'm so glad that i'm back home. =)

beautiful mistake @ 4:42 PM

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