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Friday, August 31, 2007

i'm so drunk physically but i'm so sob mentally. sob enough to feel all the pain once again. shall update more once i'm sob physically and mentally. hahs!

beautiful mistake @ 4:21 PM

wanted to blog last time. but was too tired. hahs!

so ytd morning, kevin, julie, kristina came over to our house for lunch. we cook them chicken rice. but it think the chicken is not cook yet though. lols! after lunch, they had to go to work except kristina and me. so the both of us intend to go on rides.

while i was washing the dishes, we were talking. i realise she had a second job at a shop that sells all the sewing stuffs. i need to help me mummy to buy something that is like carbon paper. ans kristina actually call and ask for me. and the nicest part is she drive me down to the place! =) after that, we went on rides. and i went up fireball! it makes me all sick. XP

we parted at 330pm. and i went home to continue my dish-washing. hahs! at 430, i head to marini's. and they send me to store 2. and on the last day of work, i get to learn how to make smoothie, coffee and cotton candy. hahs!!

i'm so tired when work ends. and when i reach home, i saw many people at my house. so i didn't get to rest until 1230am. >P

beautiful mistake @ 12:53 AM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

today is the first day i worked 1pm to 9pm. super slack lah. lols! the feeling at check-in is so different. i dunno how to put it in words. maybe its the timing. anyway, today we had 2 rotations! hahs! those who got trained today got their rotations too! den i should have learn all the shitty rides now. cos i dun have to to stay at that ride for the whole day!! hahs!

today i'm at haunted castle. wow! its like ages since i open haunted castle. lucky avgustina is there. and angel. hahs! i didn't do much. after my first 15, i was rotated to starfish. after my half, i was rotated from starfish to double shot. hahs! the day pass rather fast today. and there is NO crowd around. even when i went for my half. the whole place is only me and another employee from food service. lols!

tml is my off at boardwalk. but am working at marini's. and its my last day. shall go and eat ALL the candies. lols!

i'm so dead tired. ytd slept at 4. and woke up at the same time every morning. XP but i've got no intention to slp yet. hahs!

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 4:03 PM

HERE COME THE PICTURES!!!

Sending Nhung to Airport

Lunch @ Bubba Gump

pictures of myself @ monterey

group pictures @ monterey

beautiful mistake @ 3:43 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

ytd worked at marini's from 130 to 930. was doing stuff when i came home. so didnt got the chance to blog. started planning the trip to taiwan. i'm sOoooOoo excited about it. hahs! maybe its the place. maybe cos i'm nearer to home. hahs! i dunno! time passed quite fast when i'm at marini's. maybe cos we closing earlier.

anyway, today is my boardwalk off day. and i'm not working at marini's. BUT! we went monterey aquarium. we thought we couldn't make it. cos we only left like one week? and we dun have to pay for it! all thanks to SU MIN! hahs! admission is like 24.95usd per person. OMG! its a nice experience. but i wouldnt want to spend money and go back again. lols!

aunty mary is nice to drive us down. we reached monterey ard 2. we went the wharf. they had samples for their clam chowder. hahs! we tried 3 restaurants. the first one is too salty. second one is too creamy + garlic-ty. third one is nothing like clam chowder. it taste more like vegetable cream soup. lols!

we didn't had lunch there. we went somewhere near the aquarium. we went bubba gump for lunch. their food is pretty nice. but a little too salty for my liking. we had fish and chips, pasta, calamari, and one shrimp combo. hahs! all of them taste soOooo fresh! yumyum!!

the aquarium close at 6. so we head to aunty mary house to chill out for awhile. den they decided to go for movies. so we went downtown. we watched SUPER BAD. the show so funny lah! den we saw quite a few people there. we saw tony, gaby, the polish people(marta, rafel, the ana's), jasmina and bojana.

such a long time since we last went for outings. we took alot of pics. but they're not with me for the moment. should post up some pics when i get them in my hands. hahs!

tml working at boardwalk. 1230 to closing which is ard 9? they said we will have NO crowd. hahs! we shall see..

i'm waiting for my parcels to come. hopefully the old navy get through. if not i'm going to have a big headache.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 4:47 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

today they wanted to train me at haunted castle again. blah! its the second time this happen. and i was like " i'm already trained there! and i was giving breaks to haunted castle jus yesterday! " anyway, i jus spend my whole day at haunted castle. BORING!

tml working marini's at 1:30pm. blah! i'm off on monday and wed next week. and we're working 12:30pm to CL. hahs!

its jus another day.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 3:34 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2007

they forget abt me again today. =( my name wasn't on that rides' list. kristina send me to merry-go-round. something happen and pissed me off. >P anyway, after merry-go-roundi went to glider 1 to give 2 half's. den i took my half. after my half, i went to collect maintanence report. after collecting the report, i gave 3 10's to haunted castle. they were so on time! so i went back check in at around 9:30pm. kristina wanted to send me to rock and roll. but end up i decided to clock out instead. hahs!

we went for supper after work. with michelle, uncle len, aunty mary and nathan. so nice of them to bring us out for supper. we had crepes. hahs. its pretty nice. =)

beautiful mistake @ 3:18 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

today i'm at starfish. was trained by Cristina. hahs! so now i only left with speedbums, before i complete the whole of area 2. we finish the training pretty fast. i went up at ard 3:40. we end at 4:14. starfish is definitely much better than speedway and jetcopters. at least, at starfish, i dun need to bend down. this hurts my back alot! but starfish's dead man's pedal is use hand instead of leg. which kind of weird.

sunday i'll be working at marini's. from 1:30 to dunno wad time. this means, i'm working whole week! hahs. lucky i've got no morning shifts. on second thoughts, its better for me to have closing shifts. whether i do opening or closing, both i slept ard 2. but if i'm working opening shift, den i have to wake up early instead of slping all i want. hahs!

i cant wait to go back singapore. and cut my hair! hahs! that's so funny of me. lols. i'm pretty tired today. maybe i'll go slp soon.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 3:36 PM

oh no. i'm so worried now. i shall call home after my work. or maybe during my half.

beautiful mistake @ 5:42 AM

i always want to sleep till like 1 or 2 pm. but i always wake up automatically. anyway, i'll be going to the bank later. i'm waiting for the bus to come. i missed the previous one so i'm waiting for the next one which is at 11:05am. i'm so lazy to walk to downtown now. lols!

its so naive to think that there is anyone who will treat you true from the bottom of their heart right? it doesn't mean jus bgr. it can be all kinds of relationship. i do believe actions speaks louder than words. i hate those honeyed-coated words. they are definitely nice. but on second thoughts, how true can it be?

every since i'm here, i forget some really important. some thing i always believe. some thing i always tell myself, to minimise disappointment. HOPE FOR THE BEST AND PREPARE FOR THE WORST. now i long for yesterday...

-in process of healing-
now i'm alot better. but ... ...

beautiful mistake @ 1:23 AM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i finally did my laundry. lols! i've been saying that i want to do my laundry for days. its either i damm lazy or i need to do some stuff for my sis.

i went to work as usual. but they forget about me! kevin was calling out the rides. everyone leaves and left me at check in. kevin looked at me and asked you are working today?! i was like yaAaa~ i think he was saying carlos didnt schedule me. >P

so kevin asked if i know starfish. i was shaking my head. den he asked if i know speedway. of cos i do. so i'm send there 'cos the person suppose to be there is late for work. and i scratch myself while opening the gates of speedway. >P i only operate like 2 times and they send me back to check-in.

kevin was looking at his list and he decided to send me to dipper. >P and today at dipper, there are A LOT of people ard.. at one pt of time, there were 7 operaters at the bars. and for the first time, i had 3 breaks. 2 15's and one half. hahs!

today i went quite a few place. speedway --> giant dipper --> sky glider 1 --> giant dipper --> haunted castle --> giant dipper

all of the ride operaters at giant dipper went on the last ride. i think its only 4 of us. the lead send the rest back to check in. =) its so exciting to go on last ride. its the thrill that we had to hide frm the camera. hahs!

i think tml i'm going to the bank. to deposit my check frm marini's. hahs! so surprising. i stil got a paycheck frm them. and i think its the last paycheck that i'm taking.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 3:00 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

today i'm at sky glider2, den jetcopters. hai. and we close at 1030 instead of 10. so sucky. my back hurts today when i'm at jetcopters. i usually dun feel the pain. i think this time round, is bcos ytd i'm trained at fireball. =( hopefully tml will be better.

i finish watching 换换爱. the ending so disappointing. hai.

so happy to recieve eunice email. =) i miss her soOoOoooo much. hahs! i thought they forget about me. lols!

-i'm feeling a lil' better-

beautiful mistake @ 4:44 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

i'm finally trained at fireball! they are really fast at scheduling it. cos i told kristina abt this ytd. and today, i'm down for training. the training itself is pretty ok. its the trainer that makes me all nervous. kevin was telling me fireball is a piece of cake. and i replied of cos~ its so much easier than typhoon. lols! i manage to finish my training in an hours' time.

as usual, i'll prefer to work alone. own time own target. working together also depends on partner. i dun like the partner i had today. she is nice as a fren. but not as co-worker.

ohya. i think i'm lactose intolerance. =( today i had a caramel frapp cos the weather is so hot in the afternoon.. no longer after, i had a stomach ache. its has been so long since i drank caramel frapp. within tt period, i nv had tt kind of stomach ache i had today. omg. means i need to cut down on dairy products.. =( i love milk.. hais.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 4:37 PM

Monday, August 20, 2007

today i'm at dipper.. AGAIN! hopefully they'll put me somewhere else tml.. *crossing fingers* anyway, on my way to dipper, i was chatting with michelle. i was at dipper ytd too. and she was telling me, after i left dipper ytd, there were some guests looking for me. she only told me the guest said i'm nice and etc. and i was like "huhhh!! are you sure?!" lols. no matter whether its true anot, it does makes me a lil' happy. hahs!

i was at tickets after my 1/2. the line was so slow lah. i think its bcos the summer is ending and everyone needs to go back to school. anyway. i made our OLD GRANNY close the lock for me. omg! lols. i cant believe i actually asked her to lock it up for me. hahs! what happen was, there was this teenager, she passed me a lock and told me its from one of the Q line bars. i was like "oh. thanks." den she walked off. den i saw OLD GRANNY was actually observing me. not too sure whether she's looking at the Q line or really observing me. anyway, she walked over and smiled at me. and i called out to her. asked if she could help me put that lock back. of cos she did. but i stil cant believe i have the guts to ask her do things for me. lols!

time pass pretty fast today. especially when i'm at tickets. but bcos the line is slow, my thoughts are running wild again. >P

tml i'm gg to do laundry. BUT! depends. lols.

-in process of healing-

beautiful mistake @ 3:15 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

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beautiful mistake @ 4:49 PM

its naive to think that miracle do happen right?

today was at giant dipper. and finally they rotate me out of there, to typhoon. and it has been like almost 2 months since i last close typhoon. lucky someone is trained there today. that means a lead will come and help us close. i was quite happy to be rotated to typhoon. on second thoughts, i wasn't that happy. it makes my thoughts run wild. which i shouldnt have.

i was at tickets most of the time when i was at dipper. when i came back from my break, i went to bars. and shortly after, james came and took me off.

someone vomit on typhoon. and its my first time getting such a experience. we spent like almost one and half hours cleaning the ride. cleaning up the ride does makes me busy and not thinking about things. and guess what? they forgot about our breaks. and instead of 15, we only got 10. hai.

i wouldn't say its a bad day. but i felt rather down. and i hope i'll get over it soon..
-in process of healing-
i guess it will take quite some time. i felt this way is bcos of some things happen in Singapore. Things in Santa Cruz are fine. =)

beautiful mistake @ 3:04 PM

i knew what the answer would be. but i jus wan to ask. i don't wan to leave any regrets.

beautiful mistake @ 6:09 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

next week schedule is out. and i'm working from monday to saturday, all closing shifts. i'm having my off on sunday. shucks. i should have request for full shift. i think i should go work at marini's on sunday. shall see how.

today i'm at merry-go-round. and was rotated to sky glider1. my partner at merry go round, super slack lah. i'm not complaining, but i'm the one doing everything. tell her do things she like so blur. i guess she dun understand wad i'm trying to say?

den i was at glider1 with michelle. it has been so long since i work with her. =) we went for half at the same time. when we went back to glider, we were like.. shit. we still got so many hours before closing. BUT! we were chatting all the way! and surprisingly, there wasn't any crowd. so we got more time to do nothing and less time to do something. hahs! she was telling me about her experience at ireland and i'm so fascinated by it! its so cool lah.

tml i'm working closing againn..

beautiful mistake @ 4:12 PM

i just finish 不能说的秘密. i watched it online. aww.. so sad. overall the movie quite nice. and i love the piano battle part. cos usually when they film the people playing piano, they never film the whole person. this time round its so cool! =)

beautiful mistake @ 3:49 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

ok. end up, i decided to change the whole layout again. >P i really like the previous one. but i guess, erm, no fate? wadever. it's isn't that serious. hahs!

anyway

i jus check my bank account. and i got my pay! hahs! so happy lah. to see the amt of money in the bank raise. lols! the thought of parting the money makes my heart ache. lols! since when have i become so money-minded?? hahs! work work and more work! lols!

today i'm at typhoon initially. was with su min. i think its julie who did the schedule. hahs! so nice of her. to put su min and i together. we were more of enjoying ourselves than working. lols! and guess wad? i got a free soda! hahas! su min went for her break. she came back and told me she didnt pay for her soda at the particular store. and she ask me to go and try. and of cos i did. lols! this was what happen.
i asked for an employee size pepsi which cost 75cents. so i hand him a dollar note. he took it, he pressed something on the register and hand me back the dollar note. he murmur something which i didnt catch at first. and i jus smile and 'ya' at him. later then i realise, he was telling me, he gave me my 'change' back right? so nice of him lah.
after the free soda incident, i went marini's and bought some candies! peach o's and sour watermelon rind or something de. the sour watermelon is nice! =D

not long after, i was rotated to Sky Glider1. i was there with Anton. its my first time working with him. i wrote my name on the breaks list and maintance report. i guess i wrote my name too fast. and Anton thought my name was PING PONG. so funny lah! i didn't know about this until Tanya told me! if wasnt for Tanya, i guess my name will be PING PONG from now on. hahs! Tanya came to give us breaks. and i think Anton told Tanya i had a funny name. lols! thank goodness Tanya corrected him. anyway, we closed glider ard 8 'cos of the weather. its soOoo windy that the cars are swinging from left to right. and this is dangerous.

after closing glider, we went back to check-in. richie was asking where we want to go. he had fireball, hurricane, giant dipper and double shot. Bojana went fireball. anton went hurricane. su min went giant dipper and i went double shot! i finally got to go double shot! BUT! its wasnt as fun. it really depends on the lead that is there. the lead with me really makes me.. ARGH! but at the end of the day, he actually said we did a great job. hahs! its make me so contradicting. >P

ohya. and i went to give breaks too! to pirate ship and speedway. so my day was typhoon --> glider 1 --> double shot --> pirate ship --> speedway --> double shot
what a day. =)

beautiful mistake @ 5:01 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

omg! there's some problem with the layout. hais. =( i guess i'll fixed some other time.

beautiful mistake @ 3:54 PM

ta-daaa~~

my new blog! new address and new layout. spend quite some time on it. nope, i didn't do the layout myself obviously. i went to blogskins.com to search for it. i wanted to add a media player in the blog. but i couldn't find a suitable layout. 'cos the media player is tOO big! hahs! end up, i decided to give it a miss. this is pretty nice and i love it! =)

today i'm opening Sky Glider 1 and was rotated to Typhoon. Guess wad? i've only got 1 break! >P that's so bad!! someone did came and asked if we need a bathroom break. but it's different! they are so understaff. and we're the ones who is going to suffer. =( not too sure if i'm tired or its the weather. when i was at Glider 1, i felt my eyes are going to close anytime. and obviously it didnt. hahs!

ohya! i've moved house. and i've got 2 beds to myself! hahs! i'm only sleeping on one. the other is for me to put my things though. and now, one more person is going to suffer besides Zi Xue. Su Min have to tolerate my snoring. lols! i felt really bad but there's nothing much i can do, don't i? i'm already sleeping in a separate room from them.. =(

beautiful mistake @ 1:17 PM

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